Revisitation

I lost the will and I lost it all again.

I just couldn’t keep up with me and I realize now how much of my life you are part of and I swear despite the silence, I wish you would be home or appear at the door when I return. Or beside me curled up like a ball in bed. How I wish for you to heart kiss me again. How I wish I could re-write the battered script from the start.

And you’re right. Just like it was before, I didn’t know what I had til its gone and left.