Hrts.x.fyr3
When it breaks it breaks. The walk outside with the streetlamp backdrop while at 4am gave me serenity. Cold breeze and manic suspicions of spirits and ghosts sent slight chills down my spine as i walked past the corner house with the forever barking dogs.
I walked onto the basketball court and watched the empty streets while thoughts of 'why didn't you catch me' slowly creep in and grapevine into my skull of how i am now on the other side of the fence. Its ironic how depression, regret and jadedness enable me to be the joke of those that saw me as a pillar of strength and stability. At least i can still make you laugh.
If i could make it end tonight or dance inside your head, I swear i would, but the real world says at 11:11pm tomorrow you're on a night drive with another heart. I move along knowing that i'm falling apart and when the world comes down, i won't be able to take it without a straitjacket feeling.
Monkey bars a few pull ups and its 6am.
I walk back home glad that no one noticed a shirtless boxer pant wearing guy wandering aimlessly in suburbia.
I walked onto the basketball court and watched the empty streets while thoughts of 'why didn't you catch me' slowly creep in and grapevine into my skull of how i am now on the other side of the fence. Its ironic how depression, regret and jadedness enable me to be the joke of those that saw me as a pillar of strength and stability. At least i can still make you laugh.
If i could make it end tonight or dance inside your head, I swear i would, but the real world says at 11:11pm tomorrow you're on a night drive with another heart. I move along knowing that i'm falling apart and when the world comes down, i won't be able to take it without a straitjacket feeling.
Monkey bars a few pull ups and its 6am.
I walk back home glad that no one noticed a shirtless boxer pant wearing guy wandering aimlessly in suburbia.
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